sup.

alright. as a short little introduction for myself into this since i have not regularly updated it for the past year i will tell all whats up.

i am 5'11. i have no idea what i weigh right now, i try to stay away from scales. back in freshman year of high school i weighed around 185-190. my junior year i dated this guy who wore a size 0 girl jeans and made fun of fat people all the time thus leading me into anorexia. i rapidly lost weight while we were dating and when we broke up i spiraled down into a deep state of depression, ect. i believe my lowest weight was 135-140 in a size 4 or 6.

now i am 19 and in college probably weighing around 150. which is certainly a healthy weight for someone my height.

however, im not terribly happy with the shape my body is in. i plan on re-using this xanga as a means of keeping track of my intake and exersizing. but certainly not as an anorexia blog like it used to be.

so if you are looking for 'thinspo' or any other pictures of girls on the verge of death, look elsewhere. im here to be healthy and healthy i will be.

i told myself i would never get into this again.

but alas, im desperate.